The sun shone on the knive and it reflected
onto the Ricardo’s eyes. He knew
what was coming and was quick to react.
While he stood to his feet I stepped forward and put the knive to his
throat.
“Do you want to die like a rat?” I said. He didn’t, it was obvious that a more peaceful way he
wanted. He had done me a great
wrong. He had killed someone who
was close to me and I wanted to make him pay. “What do you know of knives? Do you know how they feel when they cut into you?” I could feel that he wanted to struggle
but knew I wouldn’t hesistate to cut him if he did. I wanted to give him a taste of terror, to let him know that
he has done wrong and that he was a bad man. It was a hot day and our skin, sticky and dry, touched with
tension. My shadow was cast
against his pale skin and sweat ran from his forehead down to his vest. I could kill him now but I wouldn’t, I
would let him sweat some more. I
began to cut his neck knowing that he was waiting for an opportunity to break
out and run away. I wouldn’t let
him. He breathed with pain and
slow wet blood covered the edge of the knive. I kneed him in the gut and he doubled over. I stood over him and began to cut the
back of his neck lightly. It would
be slow work. I made it so that it
was slow. The sun was high in the
sky and was no cooler in the shade than under it. Sand blow at our feet.
The breeze was teasing.
Blood ran to the ground. It
dripped down from Ricardo’s body.
An Eagle flew overhead.
“You make it easy for me. It’s as if you want to die.” I could not imagine that he would be
sorry for what he had done and I spared him no forgiveness. This was a day to kill. This was my day. After the killing had been done I would
go back home and grieve then after the grieving I would go back to work. I had not forgotten the feeling of that
day. The memory lay within the
senses of touch and sound. I
muffled his screams while I dug that knive into him. At the end I was covered in blood but I did not mind. It was simple revenge one life for
another. He had robbed me of my
heart and I could not cry over him.
I could not care less for what the authorities would think about it. They had failed in their duty but I
promised that I would not in mine.
His body was covered in sand.
At night the heat remained only cooling off later on. I drank a bottle of whiskey and laid
into a deep sleep. I had no
dreams.
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